My Fortress of Solitude: 2010

Bruises by Sugarcult

28 December 2010

Bruises by Sugarcult

I turn off the lights
So you can't see my eyes
My fingers are crossed
While I promise the world to you
And I feel like I'm walking on air
Believing a lie when I thought that you cared

I can tell that i'm falling love with you
Bruises prove it's real
I can tell that i'm falling love with you
Bruises prove it's real

You're on pictures
With smiles that convince
You can reach all the things
That you'd love but can't give to me
You chase all the things you can't have
And I am a diamond closed tight in your hand

I'm losing my edge
You laughed instead
I'm losing my edge
You laughed instead

I can tell that i'm falling love with you
Bruises prove it's real
I can tell that i'm falling love with you
Bruises prove it's real
I can tell that i'm falling love with you
Bruises prove it's real
I can tell that i'm falling love with you
Bruises prove it's real

AKO

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mmm sarap by Kamikazee

21 December 2010

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Di ko mapigilang ngumiti
pag ika'y nakikita
Para kang isang regalong
nagbibigay saya
Nagtataka kung anong
hiwagang mayron ka
Sana ang nadarama
ay di na lumipas pa.

Para bang namamasyal sa ulap
tuwing kasama ka
Pati mga problema ko'y
biglang limot ko na
Ang oras ay biglang natrapik
biglang humihinto
Sulit ang bawat minutong
ika'y naririto.

*Kay sarap isipin na naryan ka
pag ako'y nalulumbay
Basta't kasama ka lahat ng bagay
ay puno ng kulay
Naririnig ang daloy ng tubig
at ihip ng hangin
Sa piling mo'y naglalakbay ako
at nananaginip.

Ano bang meron ka
at ako'y naakit mo?
Mapungay ang mata
kapag ika'y kasama ko
Basta't kapiling ka
ako ay ayos na
At sa bawat gitgit iyong makikita
na mahal kita.

Repeat *
Instrumental
Repeat *

AKO

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Posible kaya na mainlove ka sa dalawang tao ng sabay?

20 December 2010

Labels: fear, love, relationships | 2 comments

Marami nagtatanong dun sa website ko dati, posible nga ba na mainlove ka sa dalawang tao ng di mo sinasadya? Ang sagot ko ay OO. Man are polygamous in nature. We fall in love easily. Posibleng may nakita ka sa taong yun, na wala dun sa isa. Kaya naman nauuso and DIVORCE at ANNULMENT.

Pwede ito mangyari sa kahit na sino. Kaya nga may nasulat na mga kanta na gaya ng "Sana dalawa ang puso ko" at may mas malupet pa dyan "Si Aida o si Lorna o si Fe" .. hahaha

Ano ba nakita mo na wala dun sa isa? Baka naman di mo talaga mahal yung isa kasi, baka hinahanapan mo lang iyong una mo minahal ng wala sa kanya, at nagkataon na andun sa pangalawa. Kung magmamahal ka, kelangan embrace mo ang lahat sa kanya at yung wala sa kanya. Kasi UNFAIR naman dun sa una, di ba? Ano ang mararamdaman mo if sayo ginawa yun? Pagsabayin ka din? Ok lang siguro if mahal mo lang, pero di ka gumagawa ng move, pero ganun pa din yun, same as pagtataksil na din yun. Ika nga nila,

"Pwedeng magmahal ng sabay, pero hindi pwedeng pantay"

Parang si Bella Swan, mahal nya si Jacob, pero mas mahal nya si Edward.. hahaha..

If you are to choose, dun ka sa taong mahal mo talaga, hindi yung seasonal love lang. Kasi marami masasaktan, lalong lalo na sarili mo, if pareho sila nawala.

AKO

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MISSION IMPOSSIBLE

16 December 2010

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Mission Updates

Mission 1 - Acquire package at Mall - COMPLETED ... ohyes :3 ♥
Mission 2 - COMPLETED with flying colors
Mission 3 - Mission 2 unlocked. Mission 3 COMPLETED.. ayiii

Mission Details:

Mission 1:
Acquire package that you will use to the succeeding missions. This is not a drill. Acquiring this package will need a lot of stamina for walking on malls and shops. The package must be unique, simple but cute. And it must be something related to Family: Felidae; Genus: Felis also known as felines.

Mission 2:
After you completed Mission 1, you must deliver the package to the ONE! This is not an easy task, considering the fact that you are taunted as dork/timid/shy or for crying out loud "TORPE"

Mission 3:
Ask her out on a date

Follow up mission will be posted as soon as possible

Mission rating: ★★★★★

AKO

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FEAR should never decide LOVE ♥

12 December 2010

Labels: fear, love, relationships | 2 comments

We often hide what we really feels towards with the one we love. Why? because of FEAR. Love is a very complicated thing. You cannot express it or explain what it is that we feel, so many of us fear it. It can happen to anyone of us. Maybe you are afraid of being loved, or you're afraid of falling in love.

What exactly are you afraid of? The love itself? or the person interested in you? or the person you love? Do you know the cause of this fear? Whatever the reasons it may be, past experiences, etc. there is a way to overcome this fear. What happened in the past, you must learn from it, instead of whining or blaming yourself, past is past. There are many ways of conquering this fear. Face this fear, slowly but surely. Take it one step of a time. You must accept the fact that, with comes to love, sometimes it doesn't have a happy endings.

Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all.

Its all right to fall in love again and again. It feels good to fall in love. What happened in the past is just one chapter in your life. Time heals all kinds of wound. Take it from me.

There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love. - 1 John 4:18

Moral Lesson:

FEAR should never decide LOVE.

AKO

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Paano nga ba?

11 December 2010

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Paano mo nga ba masasabi na mahal mo na sya?

1. Masasabi mo bang mahal mo sya dahil masaya ka pag kasama mo sya. May kilig factor ba kapag nginingitian ka nya or di kaya tinatawag nya ang pangalan mo? Love na ba yan or tamang crush lang? infatuation kung ba ga.. magkaiba ang natutuwa sa, nagmamahal na talaga.

2. Gaano mo sya kakilala? Alam mo ba ang paborito nya kulay? Paborito nyang pagkaen. First love, first kiss. Likes and dislikes. Sino mga magulang nya? Ilan sila magkakapatid, san sya nakatira? in short alam mo ba ang SLAM BOOK nya? Ano yung pinakadistinctive sa kanya na masasabi mong sya talaga yun?

3. Kaya mo ba sya tanggapin ng buong buo? Ang lahat ng sa kanya, bad or good things about her. Yun mga topak nya sa ulo, bad habbits. Arte nya sa katawan at kung ano ano pa na di normal.

4. Kaya mo magpakatotoo? Ipakita kung sino ka talaga? Kaya mo ba ipakita ang soft part mo. Kaya mo ba umiyak, magpakatanga or sabihin sa kanya kung ano ba talaga nararamdaman mo para sa kanya. Kaya mo bang umutot pag kasama mo sya, itaas ang paa mo habang kumakaen kayo, yung tipong wala ka pakialam na parang asa bahay ka lang? In short, kaya mo bang maging ikaw kapag kasama mo sya.

Ang pag-ibig ay di minamadali, pinipilit at lalong lalo ng di dapat kina-career. Ito ay kusang nararamdaman. Ang sarap ng feeling ng magmahal at mahalin, lalong lalong lalo na pag totoo talaga ang nararamdaman nyo, in short TRUE LOVE

Ngayon kung nasagot mo lahat ng apat na tanong na yan, ala eh mahal mo na nga sya.

AKO

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para kang KAPE!

10 December 2010

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Para kang kape, di ka nagpapatulog, parang kagabi, gising ako hanggang tanghali. Ang saya ng feeling, parang di ako dalawin ng antok.

Yung mga sandaling tayoy magkapulong, tila yata akoy nasa langit, di ko na naintindihan ang teleseryeng IMMORTAL na aking paborito gabi-gabi.

Noong akoy humiga na, pilit ko mang ipikit ang aking mga mata, parang di ako dalawin ng antok. Para kang si road runner, patakbo takbo sa isip ko, at sabi mo pa ngay mimittttt sabay takbo